scary movie

It’s either I have been watching too many movies, or my own imagination; I have my own “SCARY MOVIE” last night, a combination of few movies in my dream.

It starts with some chaos, where a friend of mine in my college comes and tell me, we were been arrange on a flight to escape from a tsunami. Without hesitancy, I packed up with some clothes, my camera, laptop and left the hostel.

Once reaching the airport, I saw a plane, Boeing Model 307 Stratoliner, a 40s Boeing carrier, some fighting carrier which is used during World War 2 by US army to drop the two nuclear bomb on Japan.

Story continues,

We were going to be sent to a secret base where there is another carrier for us. At that moment, I started worrying of my family back in my hometown. I try to call back, even though news was telling the tsunami had flooded over the north part of peninsular Malaysia, which might have destroyed the telecommunication system.

Vincent was so worried, afraid that the tsunami has destroyed his hometown. There are so many things which I wish to tell my family. At least a sentence of “I love you” before the end of the world.

Fortunately, the call can be getting through, and mum picks up the phone. I was told that, they were on the highest building in Miri. The tsunami has flooded over the fifth floor and water level is still inclining.

What mum and dad tell me is be a good doctor and save more life. And we hang up

The flight landed and in front of us is a big huge ship, THE TITANIC. We are escaping on a titanic.

The first wave comes and hit us. The scene is like those we saw in the movie “2012”. We can see the tsunami destroyed lots of houses and buildings. And, …. Mummy calls back and tell me the water level is going to reach their floor.

And, mum advice me must take care, with love.

And, I’m awake……

batch 18,

this is the first picture..

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where am i?

being away from my blog for ages! has been lazy to update my current news. maybe there is nothing interesting to be updated in here.
currently in medicine posting which is quite inspiring till now, though it is very difficult. i called it a mysterious posting. we are like a medical detectives, ask for proof, examine for findings to get any diagnosis. with one symptoms, we have numbers of diagnosis (differential diagnosis ) and later need to exclude one by one to get a final answer. sometimes, some patient will find us troublesome to ask so many question from them. what to do? this is my job!
as a medical students, we still can simply make any diagnosis and learn from any mistake. if it happens that i make a mistake when i am a doctor, guess i will become a good friend of a lawyer, who always talk to me in court.

just hope that, i can see and learn as many things as possible in this posting! becoming a good medical detectives!

see you!

its all LAN's fault.

Everything is because of LAN.

First of all, I admit that I’m the kind of guy who cares family very much. I might sounds very disobedience in family, but I always love my parents and my siblings.

Story starts like this, during the LAN class in the morning, there was a statement in history that Portuguese had taken Melaka for 130 years, which is around 2 generation. (A generation is 75 years).

So, I started to have something in my mind. I’m already 25 this year; I still left 50 years on earth. Then, I start realizing that not everyone will accompany me for the next 50 years, especially my beloved parents.(studies shows that average of human life is around 72 years.)

Both of them are around 55 this year. Theoretically they have another 25 to 30 years time with me on earth. I can’t imagine what I will feel at that moment when they leave me. 30 years sound long but it actually runs very fast.

During the class, I start calculating, if I manage to complete my study in 2 year, I have to work for government for another 5 years, and then prepare to have my own family. At least 15 years of time I need to prepare myself for the next phase of my life. How much time I left for my mum and my dad? If accidentally they suffer from amnesia, how much more happy moment can we recollect?

I start to leave my family since 2005 for my studies. I have not stay in my home for more than 2 months for the past 4 years. This year even less...

When I was young, I always wished to go out from home, staying alone outside. I still remember the night before I left my home, my mum come to my bedside and talked to me in a very soft voice, “What u wish all the while has came true, right? Remember, when you start leaving home, this house will only become a hotel for you. You might not have chance to stay longer here.”

Mother F***er, I almost cried out during that time but I hold… I want to say,” At this moment, I wish to stay here,i don't want to go anywhere.”

After five years, how I wish I could go back home spending time with my family. When I see my friends going back home every weekend, how I wish I could do the same thing. It is not fun to stay away from family.

When I have time for my family, they might don’t have it for me.

Every time when I look at my mum, the wrinkles become more and deeper. Especially in the past 5 years.

I always pray so that God always protect my parents, provide them healthy life, so that we can spend more time together.

Just want to conclude here by telling that,” mum, dad! I love you! I will study hard and never let you down.”

for all the mother

time wasted!!

it's saturday evening! since starting of second year, time has ran faster compare to first year! my second block exam is coming in another two weeks time, but i still have thousand tones of knowledge remain in the book, which i should install into my personal hard-drive (my brain which i think has limited processor speed and also going to run out of space!).
ya, every day start thinking of exam is coming near, and i should spend more of time on books! but things went in the opposite will! i found out that i have spent much of my time in front of my laptop, searching for nth! just click and time is wasted! i try to keep my laptop in my friend's room, but my maniac behaviour keep asking me to take it back and search in the net! this make feel like i am addicted! (start feeling scared of this behaviour! haha....) so, wut should i do?

now, suddenly feel very depressed. huh! wut to do? life still have to go on!

but i believe in god that he will guide me out from my problem! since i re-accepted god, HE never let me down when i have problem! so, trust in HIM is the best way for me to solve my problem!