wow!!!

wow! finally, my second year university is over. luckily i din get any borderline viva, thank god! really have to thank god, i pray every night, just hoping that i won't get any borderline viva. now, i hope that i will get into third year by passing all my second year subject! again i lift everything to god!
starting from tomorrow, i will be traveling around the north part of india! i wish and i pray so that i can have a happy trip. (i am one of the leader of the gp). will come back with more information and hope i can take lots of nice picture in this trip! see you!! pray for my safety.

exam!!!!!

exam will be on the third day of chienese new year! one week of my study break has passed, but my revision go on very slow! my internal also won't help much. means i really have to work very very hard to pass my uni exam!
god please help me!
pray for me as well!

after all!

after being controlling myself for five years, again i have involved myself in alcoholic drinks! i remember the first time i drank, is when i was in form three after i started doing holiday work! level of drinking increase with years, and i got my first drunk during the year 2002 after i have completed my form five!
see what is the symptoms of getting drunk:

1. euphoria (sense of well-being)
2. talkative
   
3. muscle in-coordination
4. drunken gait
5. uncontrolled behavior
6. palpitation
7. vasodilatation
   

there are many more others sign and symptoms which i couldn't remember right now! from above symptoms, i found that it was the most terrible experience that i ever had in a party. i remember, i try to vomit, but i couldn't, i try to sleep, but suffering from severe headache, i try to "pea", but end up sleeping in toilet! i sang throughout the night, taking off all my clothes. do u think this behaviors are normal? furthermore, my body start flushing, feeling warm, and all the allergy symptoms set in after that. seriously, i consider it a hard life. my allergy last for 1 week! (for your information, Chinese are easy to get drunk and flushing compare to other continent, because we are lack of alcohol dehydorgenase, an enzyme in our body which degrade alcohol)
after that experience (which i won't say is bad), i told myself, never drank again, never involve myself in alcohol.
so, i have kept myself "clean" from alcohol for five years!
but this forbid stop last night. i drank a bit. although the amount is less, i'm now having flushing on my body, itching all over my back and limbs.not as terrible as my first drunk experience! and i didn't drink much last night. it tells me that vincent is not a good drinker.
with all of these symptoms, i asked myself, why alcoholic drinks still consider one of the world most welcomed drinks? why people still want to drink so much and get themselves drunk. a temporary comes together with very suffering experience. a short temporary lost of memory without problems being solved. is it worth to spend and drink so much?
i think i really shouldn't drink alcoholic drinks, shouldn't and never! hahaha.....
alcoholic drinks is not good at all for our health, never listen to people who are telling that alcoholic drinks are good in blood circulation!
so, think properly next time before i drink. so as you! haha...

hard time coming

my forth block will be in next week! then three weeks of study week, then i will be putting on the judgment table!------ my university exam! hope everything will go fine and steady!

hope i won't be like the fish putting on the plate to wait for being eaten!

second year is a bit too fast for me! i remember when i was in form six, my MUET teacher told us," time really runs fast, just in a glimpse of eye, we are again in the weekend!"
then, a friend in my class answer her,"madam, there must be something wrong with your eye!"
it sounds very lame! but this is my feeling now! time really runs fast. too fast till i can't recall what have i done in this year! or, what are those important things that i have learned this year!
scary......
by the way, i have formed one team to travel to the north India! a team of seven people, are planning to go to the north India after the university exam! so, i have to score well this time, so that i can travel with a relaxing and happy feeling!
note: recently there are some cases happen in Pakistan which might involve the India border where we are going to travel to! hopefully everything with be fine and safe during the travel time!

train: our most important transportation during the trip!

faith

the devotion today, is mainly about faith!

Faith!

Throughout this year, I have been keeping on telling myself that I must have faith for myself to complete second year! But, always when reach the time of exam, I used only my limited power to face all the challenge! I can say, without practicing for so long, I have forgotten how am I supposed to use my hidden power-- the faith to god! Today's devotion, there is a sentence," it is taking a pencil and underlining every 'me',' mine', 'my' in the bible."

I think over and over, it is very true. I'm going to complete my second round of life next year, but how many promises in bible I completed for god? Sorry lord……

Some story of my life for the pass few days,

25th December 2007, we are celebrating Christmas. I can say, the Christmas celebration this year is very much better than last year, because I am happy that I have done something, at least a thing for god for the Christmas this year!

My roommates and i held a meaningful Christmas for some of our friends from my batch! I pray so that they will also understand the main purpose of having Christmas celebration! Is the celebration of the birth of our beloved Jesus Christ

then on the 25th December, some of my friends from grace church were gathering in valley hotel for christmas lunch! nice experience, and when i stepped in to the lunch hall, i feel like i am somewhere in four star hotel in Malaysia.

actually there are six of us, hui ming left before i manage to ask someone to take picture for us!

holiness!

My devotion today is about the holiness. So, there is one sentence, "holiness appear to me to have a sweet, calm, pleasant, charming and serene nature, all of which brings an inexperiencible purity, radiance, peacefulness and overwhelming joy to the soul."

So, I'm thinking over by myself. With the experience which I have gained till now, I agree with above statement, and, for me, holiness also give me freedom, and a trust! I feel I am more free when I keep myself holy with god! And, when I am close to god, I feel the trust, then the peace! I love this feeling. Unfortunately, I never keep myself holy continuously. That's why people say, u must pay to what u have done! I once a guy who go to church but does not follow the rules completely, now, the sin still stain on my heart! I have tried to clean all of it, but some still remain there. And, sometimes I might repeat the sin which keep me away from god!

Second week of block four, times really running fast. Second year almost end already! And, I don think I have learned a lot in this year, still very blur with the subject! Maybe it is because I have played too much in this year! Sorry mum! By the way, I start to feel that it is better to stay in hostel, even though the life inside there gets limited, I feel I will be discipline to live inside there! Haihz… should I shift out?

I think my family should be in shang hai now. Too bad I can't follow them!

here, i share one of my latest product, i hope i can always be the bee, be hardworking... work hard for what i want.

is toshiba good?

finally back to my hometown! initially, it is a very happy moment for me! but sad news come together with me! my wife was suffering impairment in organ's function! my laptop was sent to factory and was diagnosed that her motherboard which is attached together with sound card together with graphic card was not in good condition! damn it! i just bought the laptop for two years and it is broke down now! luckily my hard drive was not affected! still my laptop was not with now, is in the factory.
so, i can't share any picture inside here at the moment!
maybe i could looking forward for a new laptop? haha....
any recommended brand?