exam!!!!!

exam will be on the third day of chienese new year! one week of my study break has passed, but my revision go on very slow! my internal also won't help much. means i really have to work very very hard to pass my uni exam!
god please help me!
pray for me as well!

after all!

after being controlling myself for five years, again i have involved myself in alcoholic drinks! i remember the first time i drank, is when i was in form three after i started doing holiday work! level of drinking increase with years, and i got my first drunk during the year 2002 after i have completed my form five!
see what is the symptoms of getting drunk:

1. euphoria (sense of well-being)
2. talkative
   
3. muscle in-coordination
4. drunken gait
5. uncontrolled behavior
6. palpitation
7. vasodilatation
   

there are many more others sign and symptoms which i couldn't remember right now! from above symptoms, i found that it was the most terrible experience that i ever had in a party. i remember, i try to vomit, but i couldn't, i try to sleep, but suffering from severe headache, i try to "pea", but end up sleeping in toilet! i sang throughout the night, taking off all my clothes. do u think this behaviors are normal? furthermore, my body start flushing, feeling warm, and all the allergy symptoms set in after that. seriously, i consider it a hard life. my allergy last for 1 week! (for your information, Chinese are easy to get drunk and flushing compare to other continent, because we are lack of alcohol dehydorgenase, an enzyme in our body which degrade alcohol)
after that experience (which i won't say is bad), i told myself, never drank again, never involve myself in alcohol.
so, i have kept myself "clean" from alcohol for five years!
but this forbid stop last night. i drank a bit. although the amount is less, i'm now having flushing on my body, itching all over my back and limbs.not as terrible as my first drunk experience! and i didn't drink much last night. it tells me that vincent is not a good drinker.
with all of these symptoms, i asked myself, why alcoholic drinks still consider one of the world most welcomed drinks? why people still want to drink so much and get themselves drunk. a temporary comes together with very suffering experience. a short temporary lost of memory without problems being solved. is it worth to spend and drink so much?
i think i really shouldn't drink alcoholic drinks, shouldn't and never! hahaha.....
alcoholic drinks is not good at all for our health, never listen to people who are telling that alcoholic drinks are good in blood circulation!
so, think properly next time before i drink. so as you! haha...

hard time coming

my forth block will be in next week! then three weeks of study week, then i will be putting on the judgment table!------ my university exam! hope everything will go fine and steady!

hope i won't be like the fish putting on the plate to wait for being eaten!

second year is a bit too fast for me! i remember when i was in form six, my MUET teacher told us," time really runs fast, just in a glimpse of eye, we are again in the weekend!"
then, a friend in my class answer her,"madam, there must be something wrong with your eye!"
it sounds very lame! but this is my feeling now! time really runs fast. too fast till i can't recall what have i done in this year! or, what are those important things that i have learned this year!
scary......
by the way, i have formed one team to travel to the north India! a team of seven people, are planning to go to the north India after the university exam! so, i have to score well this time, so that i can travel with a relaxing and happy feeling!
note: recently there are some cases happen in Pakistan which might involve the India border where we are going to travel to! hopefully everything with be fine and safe during the travel time!

train: our most important transportation during the trip!