my life in OnG posting

i'm currently in Obstetrical and Gynecology(OnG) posting, a posting which i always interested since my fifth semester in Manipal.
i still remember the first time i watch a labor, once the fetus head is out, my tears dropped, and i called my mother the next morning, urging to hear her voice. It is such a painful sequence, an event which i think a mother won't forget throughout her life.

"sister! sister! i think i can't make it!!" by a mother who is having labor two days ago. she is trying to give up initially though we had seen the head. Maybe she thinks it is too suffering, or she thinks she can't bare with the pain anymore, or other few causes! But the nurses on shift never give up. They scolded the mother (like usual government nurses!). By pushing breathing and pushing, head is out, follow by neck, then shoulders of both side, then in less than 2 seconds, the whole body is out. This is like American Football, running40 yards, 20 yards, 10 yards! i can see a relived on the mother's face together with an expression as if they have just came out from the hell!

When the nurses show the baby to the mother. everything is over. a sweet sweet smile by the mother, and the first breast feeding. Such a harmony moment.

But, not every mother can be that lucky!

"doctor! doctor! breech! breech!" shouted by nurses when we were having class with Dr. Rahim.
A Malay mother with 30 weeks of period of gestation, having breech presentation who is having preterm labor. All the staffs in the wards were panic-ing , this is because non of them ever seen any breech delivery. Dr.Rahim, the Hod of OnG department, came out slowly from the classroom, and ordering the staff while trying to comfort the mother who is screaming of pain.

while observing the whole event, i was inspired by Dr. Rahim. i really admire of his calmness. while everyone is panic and running around, he went to talk to the mother,
" don't worry, we are here. i am Dr Rahim, i am here to help you. don't panic!"

once in labor room. i was shocked! half of the lower pole of body is outside the vulva. but, Dr. Rahim still in a steady mood, conducting the delivery. At that moment, i started feeling that be an obstetrician is really great. Dr. Rahim really inspired me a lot that day, and i am telling myself, very sure that, i am going to take up obstetrics and gynac as my specialist in the future. By bringing so many new lives to the world, isn't it a great job?

i was thinking, it is really a miracle and no one can imagine how wonderful a delivery till he or she has seen it.

"10cm journey through vagina is the most critical journey in a person's life."
this is very true. this is because a small mistake will put both the baby and mother in risk.
Be an obstetrician isn't easy, still i am going for it.

i want to be Rahim Ngu!
call me Dr. Rahim Ngu!

awesome

human are really great. we can build whatever things we want to entertain ourselves.
i saw this sharing from my friend in facebook
a very cool construction in dubai. only word i can describe it - awesome.

i make this one of my next traveling spot.
so, now in my travel list, i have collected greece, france + uk, and now dubai...
let see when will i complete traveling the places in my list..

black and white (series 1)

some photos taken while i was reading at McD.
using black and white as the theme, on some object and portrait.

bing chi says this one looks like those photos taken for one malaysia campaign

the innocent look

the M
(do you realize they wrote there pandu laju lol)

this photo is simply taken..

i have been enjoying trying my camera for the past few days. guess it is time to sit back at my desk, continue my studies.

study! Vincent! haha

black and out

spent my friday night with Bing Chi at McDonald, Malacca Mall, doing our revision there. Bing chi was dragged by me to accompany me studying there cause there was powercut in my hostel.
like usual, we start our revision with shopping in Malacca mall. it is sorted of like prophylatic therapy to keep ourselves awake to stay and studying in McD.
meanwhile, i also grapped the chance to take some candid shot on Bing Chi while she was looking around in Parkson.

purposely make it blur to give some mysterious effect.. but it doesn't reach the effect i want

bing chi

bing behind the shirt

portrait on bing

continue with the blackout at my hostel,
the electrician went to check the main fuse this morning, and found spilled coffee spot on the floor, which initially was misunderstood as vomitus by us. we all were making fun of it, blaming who is the stupid fellow who vomited at the fuse room, putting us in trouble. but still, we are asking around who spilled the coffee in there. anyhow, police report was made... guess this issue will be carried to our next assembly!

symmetrical

something from my hostel.

new portrait

few portraits taken yesterday.. still have plenty spaces to improve...

vincent
(taken by inn shan, my friend)

min ming

charlaine
(dun let her know i posted her photo here. she doesn't like. lol)

delirium

this is one of the best trance i ever heard. really get myself delirium without any drug induced..



join me.. hallucinate yourself in the music!

ministry of sounds

was joining a friend's party during the last weekend in euphoria sunway.. recentlly vincent is quite wild. really no restriction in controlling himself.lol...

but what Vincent should do now is try every single shit before his age limited him!

partner =)

i start photography since the age of 18.
first photo was taken by using canon compact camera (filem type).
scenery is the sunset in miri.
name of the photo is the eye.
too bad, that photo is not with me now. and i dun have the negative for that photo which is an even more sad case. but i promise those who see it will give a "wow!" . not because i have a great skill. the scenery during that moment really great. a great chance for me to start my photography as a hobby.

like others photographer, i start with compact camera. years by years, i had used different brand of camera. and, i can proudly comment what is the advantage and disadvantage of different compact cameras.

for me, i am 85% nikon supporter. my first compact camera is nikon coolpix. and now my second camera,

proudly i introduce my new DSLR - nikon D90.
my dream since it was launched one year ago. and, finally i got permission from my parents, though they are still not happy with it, afraid photography will affect my studies.

here she is, D90

after busying for so many days. i finally can explore it properly today, though i have used it before. went around trying some snaps.

trial 1

trial 2
(look at the wide angle effect, this is what i want all the while)

these photos are uploaded without acknowledge my friends.

trial 3

quite happy with the camera. hope it will last me long till i afford to get a better one. this is also the best birthday i gave myself.
nikon D90. hmmm... =)

vincent with his d90