grandma

you appear to me every now and then.
you smile to me in my dreams.
you didn't talk to me,
but i can sense, you have rested in peace.

everytime when you appear to me, i can't stop crying.
i am not beside you when you leave us.
i can't even accompany you during your last journey.
forgive me...

i can't forget how the family describe how you're suffering from the illness.
i always remember the moment we spent in the farm.
i always remember every voice and calling we went through in the wooden house.

i miss you grandma
how i wish you could come back and celebrate the coming chinese new year.

visit me more often......