snowing in manipal? ha ha.. this afternoon during lunch time, i was suddenly so desperate to take some picture! i can say I'm hunger of professional picture. by the way, i dun have photo on raining in my collection, so, I'm trying to find some angle on my balcony. unfortunately , Lilian's room became the background, i accidentally took a picture which the rain drops look like crystal falling in manipal! (hah! i think Lilian will be the one who shout out loud!!) is like snowing as well. for your information, it's the raining season here now. such a good weather to hibernate. by the way, u can see my photo is not that clear anymore, i think something wrong with my beloved camera.. so sad! ya, a couple passed by when I'm doing my boring photography. they are walking in the rainy day, sharing an umbrella!(not very obvious!!) romantic? ya, i can guarantee most of the single guys are wishing to have this moment. ..... including me! ha ha... (still have a long way to go)
is such a good weather this morning, a rainy morning with cool weather. because of staying till too late in the previous night, so, i was very tired and enjoying hiding myself in my smelly blanket. unfortunately, this "enjoyable" moment could not last long with the disturbed by my housemates who knocked on my purposely locked door! (actually, i have decided to purposely oversleep and skip the church Sunday service!! hope my housemate won't angry and fainted because of stroke when he read this.) ya, nickson, my housemates had tried to wake me up to attend the Sunday church service. after that, i continue to sleep back, so that i could really oversleep and let everything go "smooth"! but, after ten minutes, my heart suddenly feel discomfort! something or some sound from my heart kept on telling me that, Satan the evil going to be successfully conquering your heart! the sound kept on repeating attack me! my heart became very miserable, and peace less.
only then, i start remember that this might be the work of holy spirit. i told myself, i should be happy that god still be with me and does not throw me a part when i try to stay away from him. and, guiltiness start to appear in my mind! i felt so guilty that i have chosen to do the wrong thing that is against my beloved heaven father. without thinking twice, i quickly have myself clean and attended a very useful Sunday service.i really have to thank lord for his forgiveness and his care for me! at least now, i heart feel like being comforted and peace. by the way, today's sermon by pastor is about faith. ya, i have almost lost myself after i lost my faith on my father in heaven! life goes so disarranged and full of sins.the song sang this morning," i lost without you, I'm desperate for you!" everything seems to have been arranged to teach me to come back to Him. o lord, thank you for your wonderful grace and care. now, i fell as if somebody is holding my hand and walk along with me! we must have faith on our lord, and He will not let us down. have faith on him , cast our burden to him, because whatever which is impossible for us is possible for Him to solve it for us!
it's saturday evening! since starting of second year, time has ran faster compare to first year! my second block exam is coming in another two weeks time, but i still have thousand tones of knowledge remain in the book, which i should install into my personal hard-drive (my brain which i think has limited processor speed and also going to run out of space!). ya, every day start thinking of exam is coming near, and i should spend more of time on books! but things went in the opposite will! i found out that i have spent much of my time in front of my laptop, searching for nth! just click and time is wasted! i try to keep my laptop in my friend's room, but my maniac behaviour keep asking me to take it back and search in the net! this make feel like i am addicted! (start feeling scared of this behaviour! haha....) so, wut should i do?
now, suddenly feel very depressed. huh! wut to do? life still have to go on!
but i believe in god that he will guide me out from my problem! since i re-accepted god, HE never let me down when i have problem! so, trust in HIM is the best way for me to solve my problem!
snowing in manipal?
ya, a couple passed by when I'm doing my boring photography. they are walking in the rainy day, sharing an umbrella!(not very obvious!!)
