batch 18,

this is the first picture..

u can download from here

in search of malacca

During the last weekend, few of my friends came over to visit Malacca.

Like usual, I brought them around those famous places here. And, I’m also taking the chance to do my photography around the heritage city.

really have lots and lots of things to learn.. as my friend told me, keep practicing and practicing.

for sure i will go and snap around again.. anyone interested to join? i need someone to teach me!

my life in OnG posting

i'm currently in Obstetrical and Gynecology(OnG) posting, a posting which i always interested since my fifth semester in Manipal.
i still remember the first time i watch a labor, once the fetus head is out, my tears dropped, and i called my mother the next morning, urging to hear her voice. It is such a painful sequence, an event which i think a mother won't forget throughout her life.

"sister! sister! i think i can't make it!!" by a mother who is having labor two days ago. she is trying to give up initially though we had seen the head. Maybe she thinks it is too suffering, or she thinks she can't bare with the pain anymore, or other few causes! But the nurses on shift never give up. They scolded the mother (like usual government nurses!). By pushing breathing and pushing, head is out, follow by neck, then shoulders of both side, then in less than 2 seconds, the whole body is out. This is like American Football, running40 yards, 20 yards, 10 yards! i can see a relived on the mother's face together with an expression as if they have just came out from the hell!

When the nurses show the baby to the mother. everything is over. a sweet sweet smile by the mother, and the first breast feeding. Such a harmony moment.

But, not every mother can be that lucky!

"doctor! doctor! breech! breech!" shouted by nurses when we were having class with Dr. Rahim.
A Malay mother with 30 weeks of period of gestation, having breech presentation who is having preterm labor. All the staffs in the wards were panic-ing , this is because non of them ever seen any breech delivery. Dr.Rahim, the Hod of OnG department, came out slowly from the classroom, and ordering the staff while trying to comfort the mother who is screaming of pain.

while observing the whole event, i was inspired by Dr. Rahim. i really admire of his calmness. while everyone is panic and running around, he went to talk to the mother,
" don't worry, we are here. i am Dr Rahim, i am here to help you. don't panic!"

once in labor room. i was shocked! half of the lower pole of body is outside the vulva. but, Dr. Rahim still in a steady mood, conducting the delivery. At that moment, i started feeling that be an obstetrician is really great. Dr. Rahim really inspired me a lot that day, and i am telling myself, very sure that, i am going to take up obstetrics and gynac as my specialist in the future. By bringing so many new lives to the world, isn't it a great job?

i was thinking, it is really a miracle and no one can imagine how wonderful a delivery till he or she has seen it.

"10cm journey through vagina is the most critical journey in a person's life."
this is very true. this is because a small mistake will put both the baby and mother in risk.
Be an obstetrician isn't easy, still i am going for it.

i want to be Rahim Ngu!
call me Dr. Rahim Ngu!

awesome

human are really great. we can build whatever things we want to entertain ourselves.
i saw this sharing from my friend in facebook
a very cool construction in dubai. only word i can describe it - awesome.

i make this one of my next traveling spot.
so, now in my travel list, i have collected greece, france + uk, and now dubai...
let see when will i complete traveling the places in my list..

black and white (series 1)

some photos taken while i was reading at McD.
using black and white as the theme, on some object and portrait.

bing chi says this one looks like those photos taken for one malaysia campaign

the innocent look

the M
(do you realize they wrote there pandu laju lol)

this photo is simply taken..

i have been enjoying trying my camera for the past few days. guess it is time to sit back at my desk, continue my studies.

study! Vincent! haha

black and out

spent my friday night with Bing Chi at McDonald, Malacca Mall, doing our revision there. Bing chi was dragged by me to accompany me studying there cause there was powercut in my hostel.
like usual, we start our revision with shopping in Malacca mall. it is sorted of like prophylatic therapy to keep ourselves awake to stay and studying in McD.
meanwhile, i also grapped the chance to take some candid shot on Bing Chi while she was looking around in Parkson.

purposely make it blur to give some mysterious effect.. but it doesn't reach the effect i want

bing chi

bing behind the shirt

portrait on bing

continue with the blackout at my hostel,
the electrician went to check the main fuse this morning, and found spilled coffee spot on the floor, which initially was misunderstood as vomitus by us. we all were making fun of it, blaming who is the stupid fellow who vomited at the fuse room, putting us in trouble. but still, we are asking around who spilled the coffee in there. anyhow, police report was made... guess this issue will be carried to our next assembly!

symmetrical

something from my hostel.

new portrait

few portraits taken yesterday.. still have plenty spaces to improve...

vincent
(taken by inn shan, my friend)

min ming

charlaine
(dun let her know i posted her photo here. she doesn't like. lol)

delirium

this is one of the best trance i ever heard. really get myself delirium without any drug induced..



join me.. hallucinate yourself in the music!

ministry of sounds

was joining a friend's party during the last weekend in euphoria sunway.. recentlly vincent is quite wild. really no restriction in controlling himself.lol...

but what Vincent should do now is try every single shit before his age limited him!

partner =)

i start photography since the age of 18.
first photo was taken by using canon compact camera (filem type).
scenery is the sunset in miri.
name of the photo is the eye.
too bad, that photo is not with me now. and i dun have the negative for that photo which is an even more sad case. but i promise those who see it will give a "wow!" . not because i have a great skill. the scenery during that moment really great. a great chance for me to start my photography as a hobby.

like others photographer, i start with compact camera. years by years, i had used different brand of camera. and, i can proudly comment what is the advantage and disadvantage of different compact cameras.

for me, i am 85% nikon supporter. my first compact camera is nikon coolpix. and now my second camera,

proudly i introduce my new DSLR - nikon D90.
my dream since it was launched one year ago. and, finally i got permission from my parents, though they are still not happy with it, afraid photography will affect my studies.

here she is, D90

after busying for so many days. i finally can explore it properly today, though i have used it before. went around trying some snaps.

trial 1

trial 2
(look at the wide angle effect, this is what i want all the while)

these photos are uploaded without acknowledge my friends.

trial 3

quite happy with the camera. hope it will last me long till i afford to get a better one. this is also the best birthday i gave myself.
nikon D90. hmmm... =)

vincent with his d90

wedding ring theory

i finally know the reason...

changes

after using the same template for the past 2 years, i decide to give my blog a change. it is bored for him to keep himself on the same clothes for so long.

changes is need when we are not suitable at certain position, condition, or some part of life.

after searching, i decide to use something natural - woody. i like natural things.
i will keep my eyes open and share what my eyes see...

my dream wedding

a nice wedding video to share. it was nicely taken and produced. i like his work and the producer won two awards by this video. congratulation to him.

now i share this video here

black and white

love

few months back, a fren of mine introduce a book to me, written by Gray John, Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus. but due to my studies, i didn't really have an urge to read this book. and, when i grab this book to read yesterday, i realize i am so a typical Mars that most of the Venusian will not like.

i recall my friend told Vincent is a very self centered man. what ever things he told, all the people must follow. maybe i was brought out in this kind of family. most of my relatives were behaving in this way.

sometimes, i don't really realize my bad habit, and even think that i am the kind of guy who is very caring and respect to a girl.

i admit, i do love a girl in the last few months. and, was trying to change myself when i know my bad habit. but, i didn't put my effort in. i should read that book before i really put my responsible in that relationship, to impress her. but, it is too late... she has now walking far from me, and i also had actually push her away from me.

from the boo, it mentioned that, women are group of people who requires care and communication. this is very true. i realise when i put myself accompany a girl to talk,this will make her more comfortable, impress her more. when she wants to have peace, she will feel more comfortable when i just sit beside her and accompany her going through all her problems.

martian like me, is a very rushing person. i like to see my result. that is why every time, when i work out something, immediately i will ask around to see how they evaluate me. when i suddenly feel that, "eh! something is wrong!" i will try to fix it immediately. but when things go really wrong, there goes vincent... the more i manage it, the more miserable is the problem.. and towards the end, i lost everything.

martians like to solve problem by themselves. and this is actually very true. for me, i seldom seek for advice, and things really get worse when i try to handle by myself. really sad with my own attitude.

in year 2009, vincent is deeply in love with a venusian. and i do love and learn from her a lot. after all, it is my first time after my last one 6 years ago. i do enjoy this one, it makes feel been in the wonderland. though i have lost her heart, i still occupied by her.. and this time i am totally lost her, completely.

for guys and girls out there, faster grab this book nourish and motivated yourself. dun let things change before it is too late. relationship is a precious thing, a good partner isn't easy to be found.
and never force a girl to do things she doesn't like. the more you force, the further they will walk from you.

1st of october 2009, vincent has lost her... gonna start a new day..

and to her, i confess to you.. dun scold me, don't get angry with me, i know i have irritated you so much.. and take care... Venusian, sincerely wishing another nice martians will crush to you soon..

i believe if god arrange both of us together, eventually we will still be together.

fall for you

someone intro this song to me, and i am deeply loving this song.



miss

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

bonus

life is actually really normal. but when the special one appears, make it as a bonus in your life. if you miss it, take it as you never meet the bonus.. back to normal life.

heard this from my friend recently. and this sentence works for me... relationship is easy to get but hard to maintain..

take it as a lesson to myself...

life still goes on vincent...

dream house

view outside the house
cool?

pantai puteri at kampung santubong.. love the bungalow built here...

my last trip

after 6 years, again i visited to kuching. This time i went with purposes. One of it is to relax myself after being tiring chasing my studies for the past 6 months. In order to get a better accommodation, i pull my mum to come along with me, and my plan really works! She really got me a very comfortable hotel, River Side Majestic which is a five star hotel according to the locals.

sunrise in Kuching directly shown into my room

lonely

it was a relaxing trip. No stress, no burden, just check in and sleep till the morning. With this trip, i also try to warm up my photography skills.

during the last few days, we went to Damai and stay in Damai Beach Resort. it was good time to quiet myself and think lots of things and pray for lots of things.

mum and aunty, having a walk at the beach

the room that we stayed

beware of coconut

my younger cousin

damai beach

mum(red shirt) and aunty
malcon, my cousin
vincent